I'm Waiting

A loss of a friend is many things...hard, sad, rough, unexpected, tragedy, unfair, or any other depressing word you can think of.  They say "time will heal the pain" or "it will get easier", well

I'm waiting.

For some reason, it has gotten harder.

I'm waiting. 

It has been exactly one month to the day that my friend, Sasha, passed away. The pain...still here. 

I'm waiting. 

Today her sister said something that has hit home for me. She said "today I can say I haven't seen her in one month.  It makes me sad that one day I will say I haven't seen her in 10 years." 

Her sister is waiting.

I will go to bed tonight and pray to God that this sadness will soon be lifted.  I will tell him that....

I'm waiting.